Monday, September 28, 2009

A revelation

I have to work.

I know this.

But I discovered in looking for posts on line tonight that I don't know if I want to go back and do what I did.

The fact of the matter is, no matter how much I don't want it to be true, I am completely burned out of that job.

I look at postings for jobs I Should be suited for, and probably am, and I have this horrible aversion to hitting the "apply" button. I just don't want it. My gut is SCREAMING at me.

oh to be young again and say " I want to be a princess when I grow up" .

Burnout is a scary thing. Not working is also a scary thing. Simply put, I'm kind of like a deer caught in the crosshairs of life.

A short post tonight. but I think you all get the gyst of where I am coming from.

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