There is no after

Romantic love.





We all aspire to it. It's amazing and it carries us on its wings.





The thing of it is....in the romantic love story, the be all end all is marriage. The wedding.





Have you ever noticed that you rarely hear about what happens "after"? The love story ends with the big Hollywood wedding and in beatifully scrolly script you see





"The End"





But that's not the end.





The part you don't get to see is the compromise and negotiation of where to hang the bathmat. Or how many candles constitutes "too many". Or the recycling that is all over the kitchen.





The list of examples goes on - and only one of them is mine, by the way. THe list was compiled from married friends of mine.





The reason we don't know what happens after is because in those stories - there IS no after.





But in real life - not only is there an after, the after gets complicated. The love is there to be sure, and being together is wonderful. But.



There is also compromise, fighting, silences and conflict. That's the bad that goes with all the good.



the "after" takes enormous amounts of work. I mean it. This is not a task for the feint of heart. This is not something that I was unprepared for in terms of knowing about it, but the actual work? I was not sure how that was going to play out.



I shouldn't really put that in past tense. I am NOT always sure how that will play out.



I'm starting to put back the pieces of my life that I shelved temporarily to get accustomed to this new lifestyle - I will be attending church in the morning and I am going back to my exercize and eating more healthfully.



I have a lot of work to do in the house that I haven't touched. We need space and we need it soon. I have furniture to get rid of and new furniture to order. We are re-arranging electronics and technology. There are closets to look at, cables to move and re-route - items to donate.... organization to take place.

There actually is an after.... it's just different. It's a sequal to the story. Some might say a less sexy and enticing sequal.... but I'm not so sure..... I think I will like the sequal after all.