Date night

I have to say it - the Optimum Triple play is the best thing on earth,

The service is good and fairly consistent.

It's the perks I really love.

Free Movie Tuesdays at Clearview Theaters. What could be better.

So we got very little done today - I taught a lesson and he prepped our meatloaf dinner.

I drew him an herbal bath as he tried running for the first time - and he was not a happy boy at the end of that - and he ran at my beach. Yes - MY BEACH :-)

When he came out, I was already dressed and ready to go - we drove up to Roslyn and saw the Secret lives of Bees. AMAZING. I loved this movie. The cast was incredible and the story, well, is famous so- all the makings of an amazing film.

Lovely theater - small enough to qualify as a "screening room".

Afterwards we walked next door to the restaurant that he used to play in before he got sick. We were hoping to do a little bit of networking over a drink. No such luck, no one we knew was working that night. But a lovely restaurant. Really beautiful.

We drove home, and put our meatloaf in the oven along with sweet potato fries and french cut string beans. Had a glass of merlot each and watched the new episode of Law and Order SVU.

This is the first major rebound since the big showdown a few weeks ago. What's starting to come out is how he needs to start contributing to the household for his own self worth and he won't have pics taken because of his teeth. I understand both completely.

What steps I have taken for me? I am adding two more days of pilates. I am also doing another cleanse. I started weeding out my closets AGAIN.

So things look "better". I am unbelievably prone to over reaction. And being collassolly unsure of myself - at most turns - doesn't help.

I am also prepping myself to audition for another Mozart solo this weekend and I have a gig booked on 12/5. We have a Christmas Party on 12.20, a concert and JOn's birthday on 12/12 and 12/13, and a secret "do" for him on 12/27.

I'm planning to revamp this blog. While it's been a huge help for unburdening myself over the past 11 months, I think it's gotten to be a bit of a downer - even for me to write. Bear with me as I work through this folks - I am not sure about what turn I am going to take yet.